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Saturday, February 27, 2010

holiday gift before holy lunar Lantern Day.

27/2/2010
got my blueteeth earphone before lunar Lantern Day.^got my first blueteeth earphone, while baby got my bonus from QRRS.^got up at 9am, went to baby's mom's home at once. there i synchronizes new data among 3 computers, installed new games for baby, tried some with baby. introduced new&handy tools, like google chrome extensions, to ema&urged her frequent them. lunched there with rice&fried meat. enjoyed some golden moment with baby son on my shoulders. then bought my blueteeth earphone&some blank dvds from computer market. tried new gadget in office, backup data to dvd. its all time a bright day.

26/2/2010
God, my dad in Heaven, present in my dawn dream.^sound sleep till 8:24am. dreamed my passed dad, God, with my second elder brother, on a platform of stone&earth on our back hill, whose stone has been wealth the villagers dig from since my dad's lead, they talked about omen. visited office at once. a bright morning. the monitor soon entered&dropped a ¥100 bill but don't explain in what title. a visiting friend of the facing dog, was let by the evil to play online game in his seat, likely exactly a new plot to borrow new hooligans&thieves from dark society to challenge me. God, i got ur assurance last night that i can have a blueteeth earphone, and it complimented this bright morning. God, let me forever in Ur Spirit. also, pl don't let my first wife, girl Lü, now like in her senior middle school, or a collegian now, as well as girl Jiangyue, adrift from my love's hatch, but staying tune with my message in blog, and in God's shine, let them both closer to my arms. my baby son warrezh, Hope of China, also missing girl Lü, who is so able&cool minded, in a word, gifted by God. let us wired in a family sooner.
in office completed refining all family google profiles to include buzz, a google's new service aiming expanding its social networks penetration, and more detailed family sites interlinked. its really a great improvement benefited from google's ever-growing services. sorted portable&left after 2pm in thick chill. some cars ported near the entrance of the dorm, likely carried some equipments or furniture, but the workers soon disappeared in dorm before i can see out. watched movie, then listening music all time till left dorm near 4pm. fight with listening minds around of spying in beauty of music, and bright of sunshine outside. the office left to me alone there in the rest of work time. i busy enrich my local music collection with violin, viola,saxophone,symphony, and songs of 蔡依林, Jolin Tsai, whose performance video in a small audience i once occasionally watched online deeply touched me with her nature charms. the monitor creepily entered office near 6pm, likely half drunk, then chatted in im&cellphone, challenged me a lot but finally left within more than half of an hour. i left after 7pm, after got i need. the old woman in the restaurant turns guilty, tried to babble with me and stood dirty against me. bought some food as God lets in black kid sister grocery, saw a tall girl with a man join the shop soon. enjoyed the food in dorm. then fully listened all songs of Jolin just got, till 9:30 finished the rehearsal. the first song profoundly captured me, for the painful love, restless search for pure&perfect, deep faith of personal freedom, echoing what i read from her performance video i watched once, let me love her so much. i would forever support her with my resource.
also arranged tomorrow's agenda, ie. update baby's games list, present him the bonus i just got, borrow money from his mom, emakingir, to buy myself a blueteeth earphone. surfed via wap later then 11:30pm.

Friday, February 26, 2010

God, my dad in Heaven, present in my dawn dream.

26/2/2010
God, my dad in Heaven, present in my dawn dream.^sound sleep till 8:24am. visited office at once. a bright morning. the monitor soon entered&dropped a ¥100 bill but don't explain in what title. a visiting friend of the facing dog, was let by the evil to play online game on his seat, likely exactly a new plot to borrow new hooligans&thieves from dark society to challenge me. God, i got ur assurance last night that i can have a blueteeth earphone, and it occurred this bright morning. God, let me forever in Ur Spirit. also, pl don't let my first wife, girl Lü, now like in her senior middle school, or a collegian now, as well as girl Jiangyue, staying tune of my blog, and in God's shine, closer to my arms. my baby son also missing her, who is so able&cool minded, in a word, gifted one by God. let us wired in a family sooner.
in office completed refining all family google profiles to include buzz, a google's new service intending expanding its social networks, and more detailed family sites interlinked. its really a great improvement harnessing google's ever-growing service. sorted portable&left after 2pm in thick chill. some cars ported near the entrance of the dorm, likely carried some equipments or furniture, but the workers soon disappeared in dorm before i can see out. watched movie, then listening music all time till left dorm near 4pm. fight with spying minds in beauty of music, and bright of sunshine outside.

25/2/2010
God lets me no private.^read news via wap later than 11pm. some residential returned to dorm later than 10:30pm, &sang loud. likely they r different from quite some other residential who slept mostly before 10pm. dreamed a lot, woke up near 7:30am. visit office at once. Its a bright morning. most of time in office roaming in corridor to avoid tomb chill in offices on the floor. the fake gangster in neighbor office boast exciting on TV which live broadcast Olympic games. just when noon break started, the monitor appeared to cast dirt. i buzzed baby's mom as God lets, talked about my wish list of a blueteeth earphone. also talked with baby son. they ate fried beef for lunch, for the grandma there to cook. soon the only Hubei migrant in QRRS continued to trouble me, asking me to see his pc's problem, as he did quite some times. i arranged it when i on way to dorm after 12pm. left office earlier, visited the grey man's office but found the ground door locked. when waiting for his arrival, God assured me the Hubei guy turned sinful to abuse my reservation upon him for the folkship. a girl walked to dorm 1st turns me back to my own room, where i cracked seeds till the grey man buzzed in again. i lingered about a quarter in his office, till found its totally a sin pot or pitfall against me. the grey man don't have other problem except an infected os, but his real ailment was trying to attract&defame me. so did all the administration team of QRRS dorms. for example, before i visit the grey man's office, i shit in the toilet of the administration office. just after i settled in urgency, a man, i didn't notice, likely the evil director of the office, entered&urinated aside me in stance. shit knows what he intended&what he got. returned to dorm, dirt from the grey man&his colleagues still foaming around, let me decided to delete the folk from my contacts. the neighbor resident coughed when i cracked seeds, shown hidden evil, not a normal QRRS worker. roamed in dorm, found an old woman lingered quite some time on the ground within the dorms' area. its really a rotten corpse' day.
left dorm at 3:01pm. facing dog bit as usual. i prepared daily tweet. Masheng, its all bliss from the time i stay alone. i know my 2 tallest girl among my wives, my Taiwan girl and Jiangyue, longing for me now. i promised u, my God, i never gauge with my present impression against them as u prepared them in the day so brilliant that i hardly recognize them, my girls in our wedding ceremony. the monitor stayed in office near 6pm, heavily bit. i refined my another google profile, birdous, after found my most detailed google profile, dabbog, these days disappeared from my Chinese name's search result. also pushed some hometown photos from my picasaweb album to panoramio. the feature to synchronize the 2 sites of google's just published, and so nice. dined with pies&noodle, near 7pm. the old woman in the restaurant tried to talk with me&sometimes attempting to test me. in dorm roamed for about an hour, then cracked seeds. a gay likely lives on the same floor tentatively shown hostile when i made water before sleeping, around 10:30pm, &tracked me after i left the smelly toilet. in dawn i was woke up by the creepy sense of theft's breaking my locked door, i tried to avoid, but had to got up, moving the only table against the door to reinforce the lock. dreamed of hometown, &my passed dad, God, on some miracle&prophet, with my baby son&his mom, on the back hill of our village.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

God lets me no private. daily tweet on Feb 25,2010

25/2/2010
God lets me no private.^read news via wap later than 11pm. some residential returned to dorm later than 10:30pm, &sang loud. likely they r different from quite some other residential who slept mostly before 10pm. dreamed a lot, woke up near 7:30am. visit office at once. Its a bright morning. most of time in office roaming in corridor to avoid tomb chill in offices on the floor. the fake gangster in neighbor office boast exciting on TV which live broadcast Olympic games. just when noon break started, the monitor appeared to cast dirt. i buzzed baby's mom as God lets, talked about my wish list of a blueteeth earphone. also talked with baby son. they ate fried beef for lunch, for the grandma there to cook. soon the only Hubei migrant in QRRS continued to trouble me, asking me to see his pc's problem, as he did quite some times. i arranged it when i on way to dorm after 12pm. left office earlier, visited the grey man's office but found the ground door locked. when waiting for his arrival, God assured me the Hubei guy turned sinful to abuse my reservation upon him for the folkship. a girl walked to dorm 1st turns me back to my own room, where i cracked seeds till the grey man buzzed in again. i lingered about a quarter in his office, till found its totally a sin pot or pitfall against me. the grey man don't have other problem except an infected os, but his real ailment was trying to attract&defame me. so did all the administration team of QRRS dorms. for example, before i visit the grey man's office, i shit in the toilet of the administration office. just after i settled in urgency, a man, i didn't notice, likely the evil director of the office, entered&urinated aside me in stance. shit knows what he intended&what he got. returned to dorm, dirt from the grey man&his colleagues still foaming around, let me decided to delete the folk from my contacts. the neighbor resident coughed when i cracked seeds, shown hidden evil, not a normal QRRS worker. roamed in dorm, found an old woman lingered quite some time on the ground within the dorms' area. its really a rotten corps' day.
left dorm at 3:01pm. facing dog bit as usual. i prepared daily tweet. Masheng, its all bliss from the time i stay alone. i know my 2 tallest girl among my wives, my Taiwan girl and Jiangyue, longing for me now. i promised u, my God, i never gauge with my present impression against them as u prepared them in the day so brilliant that i hardly recognize them, my girls in our wedding ceremony.

Masheng's calling, among snows&sunshines

24/2/2010
4th snow&heaviest in lunar 2010.^first night in the new room, i slept sound, dreamed a lot. got up near 9am. in office posted latest photos with a blog entry. gmail abnormal, loaded incompletely many times. read awhile in the morning, soon its turns pale in sunshine. my earphone dropped&broke one ear. hopefully i will buy a blueteeth one, to enjoy wireless radio. returned to dorm just after 1pm, check posting on cellphone via captured page i prepared&transferred from pc to cell. roamed for more than an hour in door, reviewing my love. It turns bright sunshine outside, Masheng reminds me her calling for my calling in her name, in God of Sun. i also was recently reminded times our first baby son, Masheng, my second baby son, calling for birth on the planet. Masheng, i never talk to u indirectly, we never separate a single minutes apart. these days i in obliged of church, and pray in God a lot. but u r my God, my Sun, i never talk to u in thinking or wording. Masheng, join me sooner, as best time u can after settled other matters of our world, world of China , world of Japan, world of the world. i call ur name now, as the bright as ur sunshine&warmth now u grant on the earth as my requested yesterday. bring my Royal closer&more pleasure of staying together. bring me my 4th girls in southern China, namely Taiwan&Guangdong. bring my girl, Jiangyue, that growing confidence in hard fight, in God's shine.
returned to office after 3:30pm. the facing evil desperately biting, till itself shameless&retreated. then the monitor, relay to cast its evil. he also stayed in office near 6pm. i read&post my acquaintance to my girl, Masheng, my Japan Princess, her call to hear my utter&murmur in her ears. we were separated since our met in Nankai Univ for so many years, back to 1999 when i prepared master degree entrance exam there while Masheng studied her first master degree year, shared me with a same desk, with some other master degree learners, and i broke heart for the hopeless love after a girl collegian, Fangfei. (i had settled it in my posts on my limited google group, faezrland at http://groups.google.com/group/faezrland ,and benzyrnill at http://groups.google.com/group/benzyrnill ) we never promised each other our love&fate to be closest together, even in retrospect i saw so many touching moments God forged between us in the campus, as well as in classroom we shared same. Masheng, U picked me, and stand up within me firm. Masheng, i owe u many!
after left office near 7pm, after sorted&backup portable, i dined in the pies restaurant. its a bit busy there, while my order was mean. so i was let waiting for some time, when i check my posts on my cellphone as i did yesterday there. biting also heavy there, till the facing table emptied&my dishes served. however, the old woman, likely the owner of the restaurant, shown cordial to me, served me extras, ie. pickles, for free&asked if i need more. i enjoyed the meal, pies&noodle, so far. on way to dorm, i visited the grocery&bought some food, in the shine of Masheng&favor of Sally, my Guangdong girl. enjoyed them in dorm. jogged outside after 7:30pm. met senior middle school students dispersing from their school. one girl stared at me&let me wonder. in dorm enjoyed food again, but evil from neighbor rooms biting&challenged me a lot. after quit eating, i picked some ebooks on my notebook newly got from web, with whose profound thoughts immediately dirt around was drove off. i again amazed by the plenty&depth found in independent research/thoughts in western academy. never China nowadays can steal nor access with its guilty being. that's why&my job to prize the world of western, their feast enriches&improves the planet so much!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

4th snow and the heaviest in lunar 2010 new year.

23/2/2010

3rd snow in lunar 2010.^last night left office till 7pm, after tried to video chat with baby&his mom. their video stream strangely don't appear in my browser while they saw my stream&their own working. remote desk also lagging to appear, all reminded me of cops' breaking&showily espionage. dined in a special meal restaurant nearby my office, babbled about their management feature. a young girl and her boyfriend there before my visit, let me rightly smell the wonder of youth. in dorm, surfed via wap on cellphone lately after 10:30pm. China surveillance again blocked some mobile sites with which i can access my blog, which mostly deadly blocked in China, like wordpress, blogspot, posterous, tumblr, etc. this morning got up at 7:03am, washed socks, then head to office. shot some photos on way for the saint moment of snowing. Its likely the 3rd snow in lunar 2010 new year. God, i know u r killing dirt around me, i feel ur bliss on me. thanks for ur gift i felt so bright&holy. God, bring my girl zhou closer to me after all killings from u over dirt. bring me happy of warmth of sunshine after the cleanse. in office posting snow photos with a blog entry most of the morning. at noon buzzed baby's mom, exchanged view on inflation of living cost, ie. fast food, the down dorms' canteen. later cared download, all time in heavy biting. left office after 2pm. the dorm porter informed me to change to a room on 3rd floor, from my current 214 room. moved my stuff soon, then dozed awhile in the new lodge. left dorm on 3:33pm&joined office. the 2 evils in office stayed near 6pm. i dealt routine stuff, left near 7pm. in the restaurant, a family dined there with all seniors&kids. a likely couple of the family arrived later, the female's tall&fit attracted me. in dorm read my posts i prepared via proxy&copied onto my cellphone wirelessly, now that China mobile network had blocked direct access. cracked seeds then soon slept. changing my room likely again a plot of dog: even occupied rooms in dorm 3 total no more than 7 or 9 rooms, but all my 3 neighbor rooms occupied. and the wall again like my first room in dorm 1st back to 2006 when i left my baby's mom's house first time to pursue my new marriage, extreme thin! likely just some paper frame seperate 2 rooms. in the night when i buzzed my baby son, i can sense echo passed through the thin wall and the listening ears all around. God, i don't fear hunting of cheap souls nor desperate gays, but i do fed up with the wild dogs&dirty thieves. ur glory forever untouchable, God, i singing in ur name, singing for new level of endurance in ur bliess!

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010



for google album blocked within China mainland, here some copies hosted domestically:

heavy wagon cleaning snow on main road of QRRS.

fury snowflake in night lamps.

my new room in QRRS dorm 3rd, likely dog's new plot.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

bright sunshine after 3rd snow in lunar 2010: saint as pure white.

23/2/2010

3rd snow in lunar 2010.^last night left office till 7pm, after tried to video chat with baby&his mom. their video stream strangely don't appear in my browser while they saw my stream&their own working. remote desk also lagging to appear, all reminded me of cops' breaking&showily espionage. dined in a special meal restaurant nearby my office, babbled about their management feature. a young girl and her boyfriend there before my visit, let me rightly smell the wonder of youth. in dorm, surfed via wap on cellphone lately after 10:30pm. China surveillance again blocked some mobile sites with which i can access my blog, which mostly deadly blocked in China, like wordpress, blogspot, posterous, tumblr, etc. this morning got up at 7:03am, washed socks, then head to office. shot some photos on way for the saint moment of snowing. Its likely the 3rd snow in lunar 2010 new year. God, i know u r killing dirt around me, i feel ur bliss on me. thanks for ur gift i felt so bright&holy. God, bring my girl zhou closer to me after all killings from u over dirt. bring me happy of warmth of sunshine after the cleanse.

22/2/2010

my girl zhou reappears.^last night at first a bit restlessly, dreamed of killing or death match, till urinated. woke up around 7am&join office in last minute of work time. met the Hubei folk on way. he brought some wine to let taste&i did. in office the 2 dogs biting most of time, and lingered in noon break with fast food. the monitor, a mad dog, referred me when talk with the visiting deputy director as having pills that including hormone&swells on body or face. when my kid brother went online, i also erupt to show my despise&upset upon his cold shoulder&self-poised over my good willed&enthusiastic introduce of google products, as well as digital era's skill. i really felt sick upon my kid brother's behavior. he now not only in sin of betray of brotherhood, cheap in soul, but also dogmatize/dogged his property for bargain, like all impotent bureaucratic in dog dominating China mainland. i saw clear in these years his fell&defeat in his drifting career. i really got upset by his sin appeared in these days between our communications. a lagging download wasted my time till 2pm i returned to dorm to avoid dirt in office in tomb chill. on way near my dorm, a cadre now a judge in subsidiary county after his service in QRRS youth league, as a apparent social ladder crawl pattern in nowadays China for less privileged young men, caught me&talked. i tried to tease his cute daughter&shot photo for them. in dorm, i cracked seeds&spent an hour. poodle another hour, felt God's love in me. visited office after 4:30pm, even i almost know its boring online aimlessly&constrained by isolation from the dog dominating China authority. for example, my qq refused my update my group profile for quite some times, nor allowed my adding friends from same ancestors online. it simply report server unavailable, but shits know what its real reason. i pray God allowing me wasting my time on the web for all my hopes upon my Royal, my girls, my new life, for hope is the weapon i trust best. i pray God sees the reality i building with my mind power he empowers, the reality built with flesh&blood, and nerves.
on way to office near 4:40pm, i saw a tall girl with white short coat, esp. a short boot my girl zhou loves to wear. she accompany a girl pal walked to the opposing direction of mine, but when i look back to her, i felt surer and surer she is my girl zhou. her bag, her pose, remind me my long time no see girl zhou, among so many confusing fake females performed in front of me. God, i saw more and more clues of ur bliss, i know from early moment that my girl zhou forever saint like a dew from mid night Heaven, i know she preparing our wedding ceremony exactly for us, for me as her dreamed bridegroom. God, isn't it that my good times arriving?

21/2/2010

a harvest day with posting.^got up after 7am for urgency of urine. dozed again till 8:46am. Its snowed last night, with a mild coverage on the ground. shot photos&posted them with a blog entry in most of the morning in office. listened Japanese album at noon, later switched to radio of bilbe. a preach of endurance as God's bliss greatly inspired me, it also reminds me of possible insult from the sinful office i have been temporarily staying to wait for my bright future, in God's blessing. sorted stuff&chatted with baby's mom, emakingir, who lately went online, dealing with her homeworks upon coming new term, while baby said sleeping, lately around 3pm. when the chill turns thick from the 2 evils, i prepared to leave, but attracted by a wiki on origin of some Chinese family name. i searched my family name, linked to a site, zhuweb.cn. with information on it, i tried to join its qq group, as well as the site admin personal contact. dined in nearby restaurant with pies&soup, watched a born abnormally short man won love of a tall beautiful girl. felt more bliss from heaven upon my marriage with my girl zhou. a grey man i refered in previous blog entry also join the restaurant, i waited till QRRSers flocked to leave the factory, in the aim to meet up my girl zhou. when i approached the cross road, a magpies' croak lets me see a tall girl in white boot on the other side of the cross road. in the satisfaction of the dinner, i visited the local church. an old woman picking rubbish on the way, i offered her ¥10 but she refuted it. so i donated it to the church before i returned to dorm. buzzed baby son to celebrate the bliss of my girl zhou&my new life. baby son told me not to interrupt his watching TV, such a wise mind he has. then buzzed kid brother in hometown again, but he was said by my nephew haunting Internet cafe. so i settled to crack sunflowers' seeds, brought back from last visit to emakingir's house, to kill time. its mostly a bright day, but sunshine turned weak in late afternoon. God, let me reach out to more audience in the cozy of Internet, with which i enjoyed so much and believing more splendid/fundamental influence brings by into smooth&expedient reality. God, let me see my words, my message of coming new Ming Dynasty in my title preceding&seeding in ur shine, in ur guidance. God, let the world of ur's more beautiful and meaningful in proper and grace. God, let me have my girls' arms&waists sooner, for i m ready for the new life ahead. God, blesses me in Holy, in ur Son. roamed outside again after 7pm, met the only Hubei migrant works in QRRS, i refered as a grey man in previous post, who just returned from his hometown journey. talked about hometown delicacy&my life. told him online resource for his dirty taste. God, isn't it a deed of ur's? isn't the evil continues to probe their problem upon me? isn't ur miracle to put faith&assurance in my followers?
buzzed kid brother&taught him a lesson on google's wonderful serivce in 8 minutes after returned dorm. he reportedly trying claiming google account. God, pl let it different from last grey day, let it a budding day with golden harvest! God, u sees our wonderful family life in my Royal, forever! God, in the fresh air i smell my girl zhou's lust for me, brings us together now.

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010



for google album blocked within China mainland, here some copies hosted domestically:

sunrise over the retired high rank cadres' villas.

the telcom tower of post office near QRRS cross road.

sunrise near my dorm.









Sunday, February 21, 2010

second snow of lunar 2010

20/2/2010


a merely bright day.^got up around 7:12am. dozed again till 8:30am, visited office. read most of time after posted tweet. the facing man absent all afternoon, while the monitor soon joined, lingered most of period of noon break&biting heavily. i let download since noon, sorted portable&stuff newly got. chatted with a hometown folk, as well as baby's mom, emakingir on an article informative. baby&his mom offline all morning, but his mom explained they played with other things while didn't power on pc as usual in morning. the office place really a hell for me, for all male there in my view lifeless&sinful, and aggressive like dogs. so i visit neighbor office where there r some female, but the woman i talked with most, also graduated a year later than me, shown reservation those days upon my frequenting. a preach from radio of bible greatly enchanted me, let me see the untouchable glory of my dad, God, and the pride of my family that none can or able to compare. left office after 4pm as God lets, almost in last clue of sunshine, when dirt in office only left there death's chill. the canteen still down, so dined outside near my office, with a real Chinese meal, including meat, vegetables, soup, rice. a dog drove a car desperate bellowingly passed after me, crazy like wild dog. after returned to dorm, reviewing the behavior of the monitor in office, also felt really mad. not only him, a long time evil of a fat woman from the neighbor province of my hometown, Anhui, worked in the neighbor office as an editor of the company's newspaper, tried all means, including spits, toddle, loud sneeze, and all other abnormal behaviors, to warn me her evil&hurts against me. the office place not only a dead place, but also an ill place with all kinds of escapee from real madhouse. buzzed my kid brother who still in my hometown, urging him again to claim his family google accounts, till my cellphone ran out of power. the moon moisturizes with obscure halo, when i roamed outside again near 7pm, likely to snow this night. last time, about the night before yesterday, it also snowed after i buzzed my kid brother for the same good will suggestion. God, rid him off evil, as well as his family. he had to be independent, but for the sake of my passed dad's less education upon him while abundant in me, in the aging process of my dad, i pray, God, shed more lights in his heart, and fuller well-beings in his worldly life, let him enjoy the wonder of ur world, and learn to pray and be thankful in view of original.

19/2/2010


first snow in lunar 2010.^last night buzzed kid brother to suggest him claiming his family google accounts. roamed outside near 6pm. visited office soon after got up. fine tuned family blogger blogs' posting format&layout, trying fix the problem that long posts broke sidebar's display. bathed in the sunshine near window for some time. then posted recent blog to my startup, be21zh.org's sites log. later listening radio of bible, &sorted stuff newly got from web. refined baby's mom, emakingir's qq profile with her consent. the monitor visited office just before i prepared to leave. dined the 3rd time in a restaurant on way to dorm with dumplings. cracked sunflower seeds, from baby's mom, emakingir's, in dorm to kill time, till 6:30pm. reviewed my love with my girl zhou, doubting where has our love proceeded. rest some time on bed, haunted outside at 7pm. bought food on back way&ate my second meal today. praying God new work week brings more pleasure of sight on my girl zhou. surfed on cellphone till 10pm.

15/2/2010


a white day.^got up after 10am. visit office soon. posting&surfing. later chatted with nephew online via tinychat. tried some stuff newly got from web. backup a dvd. returned to dorm, dined with instant noodle. watched sex movies. elder sister buzzed in. dozed awhile till cops on ground floor fired crackers. haunted the Internet cafe, trying to find family members online, or my girl zhou in anonymous. don't find anyone in the cafe. check my posting&domain's accessibility. pains for my baby's mom, my kid brother, both cold shoulders to me. before went to bed, buzzed baby's mom, told baby's grandma want to see him online, so scheduled visiting her house tomorrow.

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010



for google album blocked within China mainland, here some copies hosted domestically:

bright morning sunshine after 1st snow in lunar 2010. the retired high rank cadres' villas.

齐车公司彩车展。some floats from QRRS' subsidiary.

the 2nd dorm of QRRS. the red roof is a power station.







Saturday, February 20, 2010

anyone in China can assert without risk that China authority criminal minded

the most notorious hacking exerts everyday upon common Chinese, the police employed lots of shameless hackers. the all power force harnessed against common people in espionage in the safe of the dictation numerable dying sins on the world. in China gangsters, in Chinese, 单位, with which God never built with his creator's touch, dominated the stage&rendered Chinese society a hell of the innocent in single and independent.

in reference to: http://www.cnbeta.com/articles/104613.htm (view on Google Sidewiki)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

joice&pains, that's all our lunar new year of 2010

its again a bright morning. i visit office directly after got up. God seemingly put too much turns around me upon my request of my 3rd wife, my girl zhou. but this morning on way to office, i again saw a tall girl in red short coat, long white boot, walked ahead me with a female companion. the day before yesterday i busy in office till 5pm, waiting call back from my hometown and my baby's mom, for we arranged to video chat online. but they all don't buzzed when i stayed online in office. near 5pm, i buzzed baby's mom's home, they just returned from baby's grandma's home. i visit them at once. in ema's house, i installed games for baby, and played together awhile with baby. ema said games i installed last time brought baby quite some good time on it. i also synchronized data among 3 computers. when all ready, i called hometown folks again, and we met online. but my kid brother wasted lots of time to configure his netbook to work. my mother first time in last year seeing my baby live online. when i prepared to leave around 8pm, baby son suggested me live a night there, so i stayed&watched movie online with him. ema cooked me a dinner& a breakfast, she also brought me some food. after i returned dorm near 11am, i dozed for more than an hour. then visited office, trying to meet my kid brother, as God lets. but in fact all the afternoon prepared a clean os&backup. dined in a restaurant on way to dorm. in dorm enjoyed food from ema, and continued backup os to portable.

its a brilliant day today, no doubt it will be so. my claim of my girl zhou never changes, for its God's setting. i hope the light of colorful sheds me sooner in the coming lunar Lantern Day.

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010

From our lunar new year of 2010



for google album blocked within China mainland, here some copies hosted domestically:

leaving KFC Fu-Mart franchise.


benzrad, 朱子卓, me, in baby's focus.


baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, talking.








Monday, February 15, 2010

a leisure day: tweets on Feb 14,2010

14/2/2010
a day at leisure.^last night surfed via wap later after 2am. got up at 1:01pm. dozed again, woke up at 3:24pm. since last night to now, i only received an sms from my nephew in my hometown. God let me enjoy solitude so purely. dined with instant food, then baby's mom buzzed in. then visited office, where i fine tuned family posterous blogs, adding group profiles. posted recent blog, sorted bookmarks&portable, all time in radio of bible's companion. baby's mom don't contact me even i told her i will surf, and God let me do my own business, rather than encouraging ema's evil bargains. also unsubscribe my posting feed with baby's mom's email or any other notifications, but not sure if linkages of her i previously setup among family accounts all disabled, for its hard to check all settings on different sites. when i left dorm to office, magpies restlessly croaked to me. i hope its a blessing day for my new life ahead with my girl zhou. after returned dorm near 8:10pm, i buzzed hometown&talked to my mother, my kid brother's wife. they likely in happy mood. we arranged to interview online next day with my kid brother, who now equipped with a netbook&wireless web access. he this moment visiting my elder brother's house in our village, no doubt he is a very sociable person. 

missing my girl very much. hope i can soon see her in this holiday. God, i closer and closer see ur deeds&blessing on my Royal of China. let me hold my girl's wrest sooner in this happy traditional holiday of Chinese. later buzzed sally in Guangdong, her hometown, she just got a job, we promised contact online. surfed on cellphone till 12am when i slept.

13/2/2010
a pale day.^got up after 10am. lingered in dorm till 11:30am, lunched with bread&sausage in dorm. then visit office, where i posted tweets, read subscriptions within my google reader. later tried new google chrome extensions. baby's mom, who turns more into sins, didn't buzz in nor chat online as we scheduled last night. my baby son in dirt, and his mom's family's insanity shown itself when i left office&dwelling in dorm. God, my son, the God of Universe, u don't less informed about the ailment of the sin family. God, u sees all the bright and dark.
i left office near 4pm, returned to dorm directly, &dined with instant needle i prepared for the holiday. when i left the office, a magpies croaks in trees, to let me know my new life promised. a bit sad for loneliness, longing my girl, and the formula coldness among people. dozed on bed near 6pm, then haunted neighbor dorm to watch TV there, till 10pm the dorm administrators summon bachelors, mostly new staff of QRRS come from other provinces outside of Heilongjiang, and stayed in dorms for holiday, to dine together as an old policy the QRRS shows hospitality. after dinner i watched TV again in dorm 2nd then returned to my room before 12am. all blasts of crackers&fireworks outside, like a war field but just fake. Chinese long history disabled its people accessing real weapon, like pistol or gun, which can balance the difference of strongth among people, really a shame and weak of the nation. baby's mom never called in today, sins in her deepens for testing the holy of my family, ie. my baby son, me, and my passed dad, all in God. in this moment, i see my girl longing for me, in mask of bustle and hustle of holiday life. Masheng, i needn't pray here, that cares more our baby, God of Universe, warrenzh, help him rid of threatens and temptations from the dirty family of his mom, esp. the evil grandma. kill offences right time&mercilessly.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

a lightened day, tried blueteeth connect first time.

12/2/2010
a lightened day, tried blueteeth connect first time.^a bright day. in office continued to enjoy google new service, buzz, also refined my google profile. the once colleagues got bonus around ¥100, i tentatively visited the director office but in vain. tried blueteeth on my notebook&cellphone, found it working, now time to equip myself a blueteeth earphone, to listen radion online via my notebook, or in air via my cellphone. got notebook's bios updated. God lets me restrain from download, so i abid all day. in afternoon i was left alone in office most time, tried quite some very interesting extensions for my browser, google chrome. backup&sorted portable. search web for tools to convert ebook into ema's pmp reader, as asked by ema, and done it by sent her those free warez. tried to video chat with baby but ema dirtily bargained with me&ruined the time. dined outside&bought instant food for coming Spring festival against most restaurant shut down in holiday. when i left office&walked to dorm, a tall girl in white coat and white boot with another girl walked on the other side of the cross road, let me doubting if my girl zhou. the director told me the girl they known i chased after was engaged&stepping into wedding, and ask if i will continue to seek after her, i replied i only listen to the girl her own, and abide her words direct to my ears. God never compromises his grants of my Royal of China, my Queens in beautiful holiness and dewy saint. i never shift mind over my claim of my girl zhou, my 3rd wife, who is so beautiful in figure, body&soul, and satisfies me so much. in dorm ate hambergs i bought in last night's shopping. baby got showered at home with his mom, in our conversation via cellphone, i blamed her dirty trick to let me wait online for baby's presence in video chat, and arranged video interview tomorrow online when she will visit her mother's home with our baby son. its all day a bright day. God, my girl never leaves me, and time riper and riper for us to be closer&forges in one. Masheng, cares our baby, my first son, warrenzh, let him saint in the dirt of his mom&grandma, who never regrets for their sins. God, let my baby happier.

11/2/2010
a wonderful day.^got up around 8:30am. visited the cafe again but don't find my girl there. a bright sunny morning. in office tried google new service, buzz. visit baby's mom, emakingir's house after lunched in office. bought baby cracker&fireworks. installed games on baby's pc&demonstrated ema how to make full usage of google services&its powerful browser, chrome with so many helpful extensions. fixed webcam's problem on baby's desktop. baby enjoyed new games at once while ema also astonished by my demos. then showered in the nearby bathroom as scheduled. queued to have haircut, done it after 4pm. after returned to ema's house, found the monitor buzzed in. call back found once working unit gathering to dine out. on the way to the banquet God not let me join. so i returned to baby, we, baby son&his mom, visit supermarket as scheduled. we had a good time in the shopping. baby son slept just when we arrived the supermarket. we watched the brief intro film of blockbuster, avatar, in the supermarket while baby slept on my shoulders&head. i bought myself a trousers with ¥79, then baby woke up. we bought food then haunted conjunct KFC franchise, where we ate our dinner. there is a cop haunting there, peeking us. baby likely enjoyed the shopping&food as we expected. when we waiting for taxi for home, a girl i felt familiar passed us with a male companion. returned to ema's house, we disputied over baby's asking to fire fireworks at home. i tried a washing pad to support a firework sticking outside of window, but the fireworks soon fell to the ground after fired. God let it not break neighbor's windows' glass, which can be a disaster&really startled me in retrospect. then watched baby's gaming on his desktop. took taxi to dorm, where i rest on bed&slept after 10pm. ema brought me some food.

Friday, February 12, 2010

wonderful days: daily tweets on Feb 10-11, 2010

11/2/2010
a wonderful day.^got up around 8:30am. visited the cafe again but don't find my girl there. a bright sunny morning. in office tried google new service, buzz. visit baby's mom, emakingir's house after lunched in office. bought baby cracker&fireworks. installed games on baby's pc&demonstrated ema how to make full usage of google services&its powerful browser, chrome with so many helpful extensions. fixed webcam's problem on baby's desktop. baby enjoyed new games at once while ema also astonished by my demos. then showered in the nearby bathroom as scheduled. queued to have haircut, done it after 4pm. after returned to ema's house, found the monitor buzzed in. call back found once working unit gathering to dine out. on the way to the banquet God not let me join. so i returned to baby, we, baby son&his mom, visit supermarket as scheduled. we had a good time in the shopping. baby son slept just when we arrived the supermarket. we watched the brief intro film of blockbuster, avatar, in the supermarket while baby slept on my shoulders&head. i bought myself a trousers with ¥79, then baby woke up. we bought food then haunted conjunct KFC franchise, where we ate our dinner. there is a cop haunting there, peeking us. baby likely enjoyed the shopping&food as we expected. when we waiting for taxi for home, a girl i felt familiar passed us with a male companion. returned to ema's house, we disputied over baby's asking to fire fireworks at home. i tried a washing pad to support a firework sticking outside of window, but the firefox soon felt to the ground after fired. God let it not break neighbor's windows' glasses, which can be a disaster&really startled me in retrospect. then watched baby's gaming on his desktop. took taxi to dorm, where i rest on bed&slept after 10pm. ema brought me some food.

10/2/2010
a bright day.^got up normally, even i felt lingered some time on bed. on way to office, God let me visit the Internet cafe for my girl, but its empty. in office cleared most unread feeds. tried qq via chrome extension, post recent photos onto my space there. also post recent blog entries to blogs. let download&sorted stuff. tomb chill from gay in office let me return to dorm to rest. nephew buzzed in&talk but hometown, arranged to talk with my kid brother, who returned hometown for 2 weeks, in coming Spring festival. watched movie in dorm. returned office after 2:40pm, when seemingly most once colleagues absent for some event. tried to get more sex materials from web. gospel from radio online accompanies me most of the day. tried web chat via tinychat and gtalk with baby&his mom till 8pm. when i left the office building, a tall girl in white coat&boots walked with a male on the far end of other direction of my way to dorm. ate pies and noodle, so full that i had to went to bed late after 11pm. watched sex movie&surfed via wap till after 12am.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

God, i see ur light.

9/2/2010
God, i see ur light.^got bonus from QRRS, just in time to let me have a good time with my baby&his mom in the coming lunar Spring festival, near noon. in office busy with download some small games for baby, who didn't enjoy pc games since my departing from his mom's house, tried on my notebook to ensure their working. tried to upgrade my wap's bonus pack via online office of the telcom, but failed, even i found lots of new ways to get my mobile service's statistic via wap or its portal online. listening to the Christian radio&greatly enchanted by a preach by a Taiwanese priest online. with the spirit i elaborated yesterday's tweet&posted it, otherwise i wouldn't post it for too short to recall. also tried a new google chrome's extension to connect to my qq account, a monopoly Chinese mainstream im community, and posted recent posts delayed so far for web qq just refused my logon. visit telcom's office to recharge ¥100, with which got an award of a set of bowls, just fine gift fit for my next visit to baby's mom's house within this week, when i will shower in the nearby public bathroom of her house, and updating baby's computer with some games, or appeasing him with holiday's gifts, like crackers or fireworks. public bathroom in QRRS area can harm me without my girl zhou's companion, for too many dogs' properties in service here and there around sipping the still lucrative business of the enterprise, QRRS.

the canteen of the dorms out of service, so dined out. after returned dorm, God soon let me join the Internet cafe i haunted the day before yesterday in the aim to meet my girl zhou. but she was not there. i tried to refine my qq profile with its client, which reportedly steals user's data so i never use on my pc, but ready on the cafe's pc. baby's mom greeted me via it online. i finally got binding her qq group she lent to me with one of my qq alumni there. some young beasts there heavily biting, one of them stared at me when i look back. i retreated after got satisfied with my effort there. in dorm, listened music after logged.

8/2/2010
wired with gospel via radio online. God shines me with new assurance.^last night slept after 10pm, after surfed via wap. this morning woke up as normal.likely snowed last night. in office continued to catalog cliparts assets. returned dorm after lunched in office. returned office after 2:40pm, tried radio online. dined outside for the canteen out of service. a tall girl, looks like my girl zhou, lingered awhile gazing me far on the other side of QRRS main road, outside of the restaurant, while i waiting for serving dishes, with 2 male pals. lingered in dorm all night. felt my girl zhou longing for me, but the insulting scene on last Friday night still hurts me, God pacified me that's not my girl zhou. buzzed baby son for the blessing, arranged last shower in end of lunar 2009 with baby's mom, emakingir, in the public bathroom near her house, to temporarily porting in her house, also a gathering with my baby son routinely.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

a blessed day complished. - posted on Feb 4,2010

last night decided less time lingering in office in coming period to avoid dirt in the office, esp noon break. got up&went to office just in the end of QRRS rush time. waited awhile then launched task set last afternoon, to claim family namespace with a new service from clipmarks.com, whose service i tested but don't fully harness. the other evils in office busy there with shooting footage from some woman crafts from QRRSers for program of the enterprise cable TV. since then till near 4pm i settled all family namespaces' opening in the server domain space, amplify.com, roughly 20 or 30 sites under my family title. its a kind of web noting&bookmarking&blogging service, with feature captures any page or elements within a web page and autopost to main stream blog or bookmark portals. i was attracted by it at once when i got its news last afternoon. in the process also claimed family namespace, IIDChina, warozhu, with facebook public brand page and group. it really a full work load day.

near 4:40pm, i left office, dined in canteen on way, then went to greet my girl zhou directly. this time i picked the countering lane of the entrance of the residential area my girl yesterday appeared. but again my girl zhou evaded me. its a warm early spring dusk, the lunar calendar of my google calendar reminds me its lunar spring start day, 立春 today. all people on the street likely in mood of happy lunar Spring festival, which just several days to celebrate, while i praying my new life with my girl zhou, my 3rd wife, descends earlier. longing for her body, her body perfume, her perfect figure and ideas, her way of handling routine life, driving me crazy. God sees how narrow the distance between us.

Masheng returns, listening&acting upon

7/2/2010
a snowing night.^last night my cellphone called me twice after i went to bed. i was remind the call of my secod wife, from Japanese Royal, Masheng. God sees our important moment in my growing Royal of China. Masheng, u know my girl zhou is a greatly merited girl, she is considerate and very noble. pl rid me worry of dirts upon her as well as my Royal, heal me the poison of insulting scene last night. u know the saint and purity of my Royal means much, u know the glory untouchable of God and his son's family in holy. u just my claim of my 3rd wife, my girl zhou's being my long time searched and waited Crowned Qreens of China, my life long wife. u know what my vision of my family life and the merits my beloved have. attend and kill dirts around my girl zhou, Masheng, u listen to me.

6/2/2010
a bright day.^late sleep, got up till 12:34pm. dined out with beef pies and mutton soup near my office. its a starling bright day, i even sweated after the lunch. returned dorm&logged expense&events of recent. for the sunny, haunted outside again. join the Internet cafe, "New Millennium", in the aim to meet my girl zhou. a girl with an cheap ugly large ear ring there chat via qq, a Chinese main stream im, looks like my girl. felt sad upon the phenomena of my girl's not engaged with me. in night listening music via cellphone most of night, felt sad on bed. when i stood up&walked, the idea that my girl left QRRS and managed to support our coming life with her own startup struke me. i also felt the coldness among clerks in the local church, so i will pray to my God, my father, my second wife, my Sun, Masheng, as well as myself, more, like what i did before. its all day a bright day.

5/2/2010
invite high rank to introduce me to my girl in QRRS' bachelor's treat but my girl absent there.^dreamed with baby's mom, emakingir, visiting my senior middle school alumni, playing Majiang till my hands dirted. then i left&woke up. in office refined family new accounts with amplify.com, till 12:20pm, returned to dorm to avoid dirts in office, where the 2 dogs first time lunch with fast food from the vendor i subscribed in office at noon. returned to office at 2:50pm, busy with claim family accounts with box.net, whose net disk service offers vanity url, a favortie of mine. settled after 5pm. sorted bookmarks&cared download. the company hosts a party for bachelor, and i was invited, so head on. its more than several years since last time i haunted the inner factory, where the newly built canteen just put into service. in the meeting i talked to the Zhou, a high rank in QRRS, to let him introduce me to my girl zhou, but he asserted my girl don't present, and said my girl zhou engaged already. after left the meeting, i walked alone the main road of QRRS to dorm, half way there is a man wild and bare his half chest and in fury while a tall girl very likes my girl zhou tried to pacify the man. i gazed awhile, doubting if my girl there, then left before the beast yelled to show aggressive. in dorm praying God his gift for me, my Royal of China, never changes, the saint and purity of my Queens, my girls, everbright in deepest sky. called baby&visit nearby church as God lets.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

dogs plotted to trap me.

3/2/2010
dogs plotted to trap me.^sorted google browser, chrome, and its extensions by disabled some less useful, trying to fix its large ram comsuming. claimed family namespace, warozhu, with google groups after done it with plaxo groups yesterday. the monitor, a hard core gay&esp. cheap in essential&criminal in mindset, espionaged me closer these days, left lately at noon and returned early around 12:30pm when i listening a Japanese album from google China music portal as usual. the neighbor dogs, ie, the evil once colleagues&dying for its own sin&aimlessness after it was seperated from harm me any more after departmental restructure, including previous departmental director in family name Huang, his driver, a gay in family name Wang&local hooligan's friend, via who the Huang attempted to pay to hurt me, soon gathered in their office which tentatively arranged surrounding my office, &complained my music noisy, the monitor demanded lower the volumn, but i just ignored it. then the shits bumped to close my notebook. i pushed on his chest when he return to me while i watching outside the window, the 2 gays in office both encharged and prepared to fist. the facing evil unplugged the power line. i ignored the rest babbles while trying to resume my computer, till found the power down by the facing dog. they all r dead, and thirsty for death match, like ghost entangling the live. the all things just a plot attempting to trap me and humilate me in violence, with which they want to disable me once and forever. God sees, i  never kill men with my own knife, they just don't deserve.

left office after 2:30pm. reviewed my situation in dorm. heart weighten for my missing girl zhou. dined after 4:30pm, then went to the cross way to greet my girl. i didn't wait as long as usual, for i don't put insurance on my girl's presence after knowing my waiting from the spying environment all around. when i on way to dorm, i saw a girl in long white coat and white boots holding a middle aged woman just disappearing crossing the gate of the residential area my girl's house locates. i'm sure that's my girl, my girl zhou who arranged to assure me our love. bought food before returned dorm. in dorm, in high mood of blessing&buzzed baby son. dined again in the restaurant near the cross road after roamed some time indoor. God, today really a bright day!

2/2/2010
looked out but in vain.^woke up early. went to office at once, in the rush time of QRRS. refined family blogger blogs, ie. posting format, sidebar widgets, etc. the monitor these days closely spying, left to lunch lately after 12:15pm. sorted stuff&tried some new google browser, chrome's extensions in afternoon. my chrome likely infected, ill behaves and lagging heavily. dog in China surveillance broke into my os in every chance. left office around 4:30pm, went to receive my girl zhou but don't meet. God let me follow a girl active in the local church, lingered there more than an hour just for meet up the girl who smaller than my girl zhou. in dorm listened music, then read ebook on sex.

1/2/2010
a mere busy day.^last night the newly installed lamp in corridor leaks lots of lights into my room&let me restless awhile, till i got up&turned off it about near 12am. woke up normal around 7:25am, even i felt delayed on bed for some time. in office verified effect of static pages of family profiles added last weekends onto family blogs on blogger&wordpress, posted recent tweets, let download, then launched to correct baby son, warrenzh, the Hope of China, the God of Universe, his linkbook hosted on google docs and zoho office. its a long time nail& filed this afternoon, such a relief! then sorted bookmarks. since then China surveillance blocked my access to google search, docs and goo.gl's shorten url service. i tried lots of ways but all failed. later catalog picture assets from web via a asset management software i got from backup on baby's desktop, &backup a dvd. the facing evil snorted in late afternoon among my heavy load of tasks, i praying God to see how the dog had been vomiting&pervise&abnormal, how evil the enemy of my Empire is&deserves slaughter. its bright in the morning, but gloomy all afternoon. i had to put on my coat in office amid against tomb chill from gays, ie., the dead. left office around 4:30pm&dinned in canteen. crack sunflower seeds in dorm to kill time. my financial book had deficit more than ¥1300, the office dogs babbled about changes in the company's bonus policy, tried to let me worry about money. God, i see u let me walk through to ever-brighter, the glory none ever seen. roamed outside near 7pm, the chill freezed my ears. bought instant noodles&eggs. read sex educational ebook lately to 10:30pm.
 
31/1/2010
learing day.^slept sound till after 10am woke up. lunched outside, then join office to elaborate static pages hosted on blogger&wordpress, the most prominent blog portals in the world. also posted recent tweets. narrowly done near 5pm. dined in canteen of QRRS dorms. Its all day a bright day. listened preach in nearby church, expressed thanks to the priest after most believers left, a beautiful girl lingered there, likely active among those followers, but i doubting if my girl zhou taller than her, but however, i felt God's shine over us. buzzed baby but he playing chess with his mom&don't talk with me. reviewed my love&saw God's shine when staying in dorm all the rest of night.